Embracing The Journey…
“Your life can change in an instant. That instant can last forever.”
– Laura Kasischke
Seven years ago yesterday our two most precious daughters Atiya and Caira decided, two months earlier than planned, to come into this world.
Since that day we and our life changed completely and forever.
That night, right next to the feeling of overwhelming love and joy for my babies coming, I felt so much fear. Exactly one year before we lost our first babe when still in the womb. I was so scared that it could happen again…
I was taken in an ambulance to a far away hospital, which could accommodate twins. Sebastian had to drive behind us and we met there again and waited till the morning for an emergency c-section.
I was so confused and worried. We wanted so much a natural birth, at home preferably, no drugs… But here we were, in a hospital, all so different, all not the way we imagined it and planned…
And then the morning came… For the doctors and nurses just another routine procedure… The extremely powerful drugs kicked in and I couldn’t stop shaking the parts of me that I still could feel. After not too long we have been told for the first time that I have been carrying two little girls. After that they were taken away from me to be put in incubators and they had to stay in the hospital for the the next 6 weeks.
Also only after a first couple of days the doctors let us know that our twins had both a hole in their tiny hearts. Atiya, the smaller one, was stopping breathing a few times but still luckily was found on time. They couldn’t understand why it was happening so they decided for a blood transfusion by week 4 and that seemed to help.
All this time… I don’t think about it much any more but it was terribly challenging. I remember being overcome by incredible happiness and luck that they are there alive, so beautiful and ours. And at the same time feeling deeply depressed and worried, crying a lot, closed up in my self, just us… Sebastian, the girls and me. I didn’t know then about the Law of Attraction, power of the mind, the thoughts creating our reality.
We kind of took it day by day, until on the 5th of February we were allowed to go home together.
Now looking back at it all, me, then and now… And the girls! They are the most amazing beautiful healthy and strong wonderful beings.
We made it against all odds. From day 1 it was an incredible journey for all four of us. We have been so low and so high since. We moved and took risks and now we’re here, better then we have ever been before. Sebastian and I individually and us as a family, as a whole. We have grown and learned more about ourselves, than throughout our whole life.
The last two years have been particularly meaningful.
Firstly – in the moment of incredible despair, that moment when you think there is no way out, when shame and guilt just take over, I somehow miraculously decided to change my mind and choose happiness and love, instead of pain. And this lead me to The Law Of Attraction and opened up extraordinary new possibilities.
Secondly – in a phase of critical financial difficulty, in a state of panic and dreadful distress, I came across The Six Figure Mentors. That reshaped our life again in an astonishing way and made it attainable for us in the shortest time possible to build the life we desired, with time and financial freedom we only dreamed about before.
More and more, day by day things started changing and shaping up. Teachers and mentors started reappearing, courses and people, that share similar goals, visions and values than ours. We managed to determine our mission, our purpose in life, stronger then ever before.
We’ve learned new amazing digital skills, gained knowledge that can never be taken away from us and understood that for achieving real change, to create new things that we never had before, we had to become and do what we never done before.
I feel strongly enriched by all that I’ve understood about myself, about the mind, the power we all have within. If I would know it 7 years ago, maybe things would be somehow easier and we wouldn’t have to go the hardest way.
But then again, never mind because we are here and now and life is better than ever before. I am grateful beyond words for my awareness and who I became and where my path took me and my family. Thanks to being able to work from home, or from anywhere in the world really, the girls are home educated and we cherish every day spent together, together sculpting our future.
“I also remember the moment my life changed, the moment I finally said, I’ve had it!
I know I’m much more than I’m demonstrating mentally, emotionally, and physically in my life.
I made a decision in that moment which was to alter my life forever.
I decided to change virtually every aspect of my life.
I decided I would never again settle for less than I can be.”
– Anthony Robbins
Life is a gift. It took me many years to unwrap it but now I can see and live it fully. I wish you to do the same.
Make the best out of it right here and now. Don’t postpone your dreams and wait for this “someday”. Tune in and make it happen today. 🙂
Love and peace always,
Beata was born and grew up in Poland. At the age of 21 she moved to Germany and then eight years later to the UK. She is a passionate entrepreneur driven by burning desire to raise awareness about what we are truly capable of as humans and together with like-minded people, create a better sustainable world for the future generations. She is a mother to two beautiful girls, identical twins Atiya and Caira and wife to Sebastian. She is a Holistic Therapist and Kundalini Yoga practitioner. She is intensively learning and implementing healthy nutrition and natural healing in her family life with great success. She loves travelling and exploring new cultures and meeting new people, fascinated by the diversity and beauty in the world. She thrives from her digital lifestyle and earning money online through affiliate marketing and is extremely dedicated to inspire others to make their dream come true too.